Nathania's Journal :)

Just came back from a one-day staycation :) For juice's birthday heh, we stayed up till 5a.m. just chit-chatting.. I probably drank a little too much (a lot for my teeny tiny hard liquor tolerance) & I'm not supposed to drink that much too... used up my alcohol quota for the whole/next upcoming months lol.. Anyways, though it was really fun & enjoyable.. someone I'm supposed to be avoiding is there.. sigh how do I balance between maintaining the relationship with the clique + not meeting the person at all? It's practically impossible 😞 Everytime I see the person's face I just kept getting reminded of every, single thing,.. maybe it hurts less with each meeting, maybe I'll just have to tolerate the next few meetings till the hurt's all gone.. Need to slap myself more often.. sighpie Today we played a little mario kart, monopoly & group-checked out of the hotel at 12pm, after hanging out for a bit, we went home by MRT, downtown line allll da w...

Not sure if I can keep up with the updating this blog... cause I can't post pictures that conveniently through my phone!! Can someone fund Dayre to make it run again because it seems like a good business investment LOL Nothing much happened today.. my mind's playing tricks on me again (as usual..), training my mind to be stronger than my emotions 😄💪 Can definitely see an improvement in my reaction to things.. as well as to my own thoughts..

It's been so long since I've blogged! I think I have really bad blogging skills but meh..whatever!! I'll probably be the only one seeing this hahaha. Dayre's closed and I'm having the urge to blog but there's nowhere to write it! except here :) My house is like a hotel.. the guests coming to stay over seems to be a never-ending thing! not that it is a bad thing... because the house becomes livelier :) My third uncle & my aunt came over to stay because she's experiencing really bad cramps.. today she had to go for a surgery to remove her uterus..etc..it's making me scared as a female myself...*touch wood* 🤐🤐 Maybe tomorrow I'll be going with my mum to visit her! Today's my dear mummy's bday!! though we didn't have a proper celebration just because (we hardly celebrate birthdays anymore heheh), she didn't want to cook mee-sua because there's many April babies in da house!! My mum's birthday is today, my third unc...